Delusion. Everybody in
the world is delusional. Well, maybe not everybody, but a lot of people are.
especially women, especially those who are in love, especially coward ones.
coward ones who are too afraid to face the truth. they are all delusional.
they are delusional that
the men the are in love with are not crap. they are delusional that those crap
men are someday will eventually gonna change. they are delusional that those
crap unchangeable men will love them back the way they love them. because those
women are afraid of the pain, of the truth, of being alone, of letting go the
ones they love. and so they lie to themselves, lie so much, so often until it
started to fell like the truth. they are closing their eyes, covering their ears. deny the truth, because
they hate it.
some of them disguise
their delusional behaviour by saying that they are hoping. Hope. H O P E which
seems to be the most beautiful word in the world. they hope things will gonna
change, that maybe that man WAS a jerk but she’s his true love, and the man
will stop being one for her. they hope miracle will happen, happy ending will
come. but, it’s life. miracle doesn’t appear so often in life. especially in
their life. and again they’re actually not hopeful they’re delusional.
Love is indeed like
clouds, we only see what we want to see in them. and somehow, no matter you’re
grown up, no matter you’re clever, no matter how logical you are. we indeed
only see what we wanted to see, like a blind moron. like a child who hides
under the bed.
and like the bed,
delusion help people hiding from the truth make them feel safe.
the difficult part is, a
lot of people doesn’t know that they are delusional. or maybe they are but they
just can’t help it. because they can’t stand the pain and it way much more comfortable.
but truth will always find the way to hit you, it always is. and when you’re
pretend that everything’s alright all along, the pain will multiple when it
finally hits you, when you can’t avoid it anymore. and you will be sorry for
pretend not seeing it coming, for not settling the things earlier.
stop being delusional.
stop being coward. stop pretend the things alright. stop afraid of the truth.
and let’s hope, let’s hope that things are going to get better after we face
the truth. after we feel the pain. and maybe, tomorrow miracle will eventually
happen.
