Delusion vs Hope

Delusion. Everybody in the world is delusional. Well, maybe not everybody, but a lot of people are. especially women, especially those who are in love, especially coward ones. coward ones who are too afraid to face the truth. they are all delusional.

they are delusional that the men the are in love with are not crap. they are delusional that those crap men are someday will eventually gonna change. they are delusional that those crap unchangeable men will love them back the way they love them. because those women are afraid of the pain, of the truth, of being alone, of letting go the ones they love. and so they lie to themselves, lie so much, so often until it started to fell like the truth. they are closing their eyes,  covering their ears. deny the truth, because they hate it.

some of them disguise their delusional behaviour by saying that they are hoping. Hope. H O P E which seems to be the most beautiful word in the world. they hope things will gonna change, that maybe that man WAS a jerk but she’s his true love, and the man will stop being one for her. they hope miracle will happen, happy ending will come. but, it’s life. miracle doesn’t appear so often in life. especially in their life. and again they’re actually not hopeful they’re delusional.

Love is indeed like clouds, we only see what we want to see in them. and somehow, no matter you’re grown up, no matter you’re clever, no matter how logical you are. we indeed only see what we wanted to see, like a blind moron. like a child who hides under the bed.

and like the bed, delusion help people hiding from the truth make them feel safe.

the difficult part is, a lot of people doesn’t know that they are delusional. or maybe they are but they just can’t help it. because they can’t stand the pain and it way much more comfortable. but truth will always find the way to hit you, it always is. and when you’re pretend that everything’s alright all along, the pain will multiple when it finally hits you, when you can’t avoid it anymore. and you will be sorry for pretend not seeing it coming, for not settling the things earlier.

stop being delusional. stop being coward. stop pretend the things alright. stop afraid of the truth. and let’s hope, let’s hope that things are going to get better after we face the truth. after we feel the pain. and maybe, tomorrow miracle will eventually happen.